Bleah!!!

Ok so I may not be perfect and I don't expect to be. I am very frustrated with how this day/week is turning out. I found out things about one of my ex best friends and even though he may hate me now, I tried to tell him about it because I figured he would want to know. Well I got yelled at and called some really bad names for it. I really don't understand what I did wrong. I tried to tell him the truth about this particular thing and got yelled at. Maybe I was wrong, maybe it's better that he didn't know. I know he will owe me and apology when he finds out the truth, but I still won't expect to get one either way. I just think today is frustrating. Hopefully work tonight won't be as bad. I have an interview to get accepted to beauty school tomorrow and I am extremely nervous. If I don't get accepted then I am at a dead end and don't know what I'm going to do with my life. It's really stressful. I am also going to look at apartments this weekend. I have extra money saved up and have been working around 40 hours a week with school so I think I will have enough to get out FINALLY!!! I just need to get everything straightened up. Maybe my life wouldn't be a blur then. I am ready for prom. That's the one thing I am looking forward to. I am going with Bobby which is exciting. I have known him forever and I think it will be a lot of fun going with someone who actually wants to go with me. I am ready to get out of high school and the drama. I seem to get pulled into it without even trying. I mean there's some people that ask for drama and can't get into it, but here I am stuck in it and can't escape!!!