I'M TIRED OF IT!!!!

So...... This is me. I am tired of everything I have lived for and I think it's time to move on and find something better to live for. I am tired of soccer. I'm not even sure if I want to play next year. I am tired of losing. I am tired of drama. I am tired of hate. I am tired of fighting. I am tired of people pushing me around and just taking it. I am tired of working sooo hard and getting my hopes up for nothing. I am tired of always being wrong when I was so sure I was right. I am tired of it all. I never thought I would say this but....... I'm just want soccer to be over. It's not even something worth working for anymore, but I promise that I will work hard the rest of this season, but I will not promise to come back and play next year. I can enjoy soccer a lot more at home then I can playing on the actual team and I really don't enjoy playing it at home at all. I am just tired of soccer and that's that.