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Friday, October 1, 2010

Just A Lot

Today is a little brighter..... I guess. I didn't sleep much last night and I feel really alone now. I hope this feeling goes away soon. I am such a cry baby. I can't wait for soccer practice tonight. Soccer always makes me feel better even when I don't get to practice. I think I can practice tonight without my leg feeling like it's going to fall off. It hurt super bad yesterday, but I iced it last night and it's feeling much much better. There's so much going on in my life it's really overwhelming. I have so much pressure on me with soccer and work and pleasing my parents and keeping up with friends and now breaking up with the boyfriend. It's really getting hard to keep my cool when there's things hitting me from every direction. I am also getting my car fixed and I can't wait until I get it back. I'm very excited to see my beautiful car without that big ol dent in it. Though I love soccer, I am also ready for it to be over so I will have more time to just relax. I don't even remember the last time I got to just sit down at home and just relax. I also want to thank my friends in this blog. They are the most amzing people anyone could ever meet. I love them all and I must thank them for always being here for me whether I want them to or not. :) They are the best thing anyone could ask for and I love them dearly!!!!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

aw deary things will always get better :)
i love you dearly!
and you know im waiting for my break too! lol
oh and fyi..... my rose is the pertiest hehe :)
love you!!
--Dana---

Stephh said...

I just randomly smiled while reading this(;,
I love you too, you're one of the most amazing (insert bad word here)s on the team.
You make soccer a blast for suree!
I can't wait to see your car either,
and dana can suck it, because my flower is obviously the Prettiest. Thank you(;
Stephh!

Mrs. Smith said...

I hope things get better for you! At least you seem to have a great support system of friends. That's so important.