Lonely

I wanted to take the time in this blog and say how sorry I am to all the people I have hurt in my life. I ask myself everyday why I made those mistakes and I guess I'll never really know for sure. Sometimes I think I was just a dumb kid, but that's just using something as an excuse. I want to know the real reasons for my stupidity. I want to know what was going through my head and why it was there. I am one of the most confusing people you will ever meet and I think I know why now. I am confusing because I don't think before I act and I don't know what is ever going through my head. It's hard to make a good decision when you don't know what your head is thinking.